Wendy Elf

Wonderful Plumber

2011-10-30T09:27:00.003Z

We really like our plumber.... he's funny, tends to sing a lot, and also is totally reliable! Last time he was here, a week ago, he fitted some new taps in the bathroom. Unfortunatley we also needed a new toilet cistern..... booooo to more expenses! However, he also made an order for lots of my wooden goodies, which we will take off the price of the new loo. Fantastic!

Anyway, we made him a special wooden badge as a secret Christmas gift..... don't tell him!

Presents for Drama Queens

2011-10-20T21:29:00.004+01:00

Had such good fun making some lovely wooden badges - especially for Drama Queens! Have to say, my daughter is definitely going to be getting one for Christmas. Or perhaps I might make a HUGE one for her and attach a magnet to the back - when she has a hissy fit I can stick it on the fridge just about eye level!

Cake Topper Heaven!

2011-10-12T16:58:00.010+01:00

We all enjoy a good munch of cake...... well, perhaps all of us! I certainly do, which is why I am now taking amends to munch less cake and eat more apples.

Have been making some wonderful wooden cake toppers - ideal for transforming the simple cup cake into something extraordinary. The large toppers are perfect for wedding, birth, death, anniversary, cakes of all descriptions! Personalised to suit, you may choose to have any words you like burnt onto the banner....

Magic in the air tonight!

2011-10-08T12:58:00.006+01:00

Magic Key, Magic Key, I see you there
What will you open? What will be there?
Magic Key, Magic Key, wooden and fine,
I think that I need you, come now and be mine....

Having so much fun with my new range of keys. Somebody lovely on my facebook fan page was asking me if I did 'Santa' keys. Just as I was designing some! I quickly speeded up production (which involves making sure I stay off the internet for toooo long), and made a few.
Interestingly, in the picture above, you will see that actually the locking mechanism (that twiddly bit that goes in the actual lock), is the wrong way round!
I therefore used my faithful photo editing software to change them around a bit in this photo. The reason being, that if you hold a key so the writing is the right way up, the lock bit needs to point downwards! All very technical, but hubby now tells me I have it correct...

'The Eye' - something Cosmic this way comes!

2011-09-04T12:10:00.004+01:00

Great fun this morning, listing my new wooden badge on Folksy!
Part of a set of soft sculptures, this is one of the Third Eye images, applied to birch ply, lovingly fretsawed, sanded and given a protective layer of water based varnish.

Butterfly Heaven

2011-04-18T10:37:00.003+01:00

Celestial Elf has written a really interesting blog all about butterflies (and the demise of...) here http://celestialelfdanceoflife.blogspot.com/ - he is in the process of making a new video (check out his older ones, they are great!).

Surrounded by hearts

2011-04-17T13:47:00.002+01:00

Been incredibly busy cutting out some lovely hearts, wood burning them, oiling them, adding organza and wooden beads.... then putting them up for sale on Etsy, a few things on Folksy, and Ebay!

One Small Planet

2010-02-16T23:41:00.008Z

A place where you can feel valued and respected - a place to develop responsibility, respect and confidence. A place where you are heard, and treated as an individual - a place to be safe and to grow. Riversdale.

This is a video I put together for the London Primary School I work in, called Riversdale.
It is a total pleasure working there - the children (and the staff) are full of enthusiasm and zest!

2010-01-30T14:50:00.002Z

Wake up call

Wake up, wake up, its time to come and play
The night is an illusion, and so is this sweet day...
Wake up, wake up, its time to come and dance
Within the bowl of endless love, the only real romance

Wake up, wake up, its time to drop the dream
Its to really recognise was IS the really real
Wake up, wake up, its time to laugh out loud
And BE the heart upon your sleeve, not a sheep within the crowd.

Wake up, wake up, the call has now gone out
To drop the thoughts of separateness and let out one great shout
Wake up, wake up, and remember the one bright word
Stop living in your dream of dreams and living the absurd...

Wake up, wake up, and dance within the hall of fame
You have nothing now to lose, and nothing more to gain
Wake up, wake up, and surrender to my love...
Allow yourself to dance in flame and the energy from above.

The calls gone out, the boxes ticked, your name is on the list
You mind will now be cleared from the thoughts within the mist
The silence now does beckon, its waiting here for thee
Just open up your lovely eyes, so you can finally BE......

Vote for my video!

2010-01-12T17:37:00.004Z

Help me win please!!! If you vote for my video, I have a very good chance of winning this competition!!!! Check it out... is a very SHORT video segment that is part of a larger thing they are doing for the release of a new Queen album (you can see all the rest of my competition in their 'gallery'... ).... THANK YOU !!!! Tell the world!!!http://queen.logitech.com?vid=141

Update - thank you to voting... I won!

Video Making Mayhem

2010-01-10T16:31:00.002Z

I was up very late last night putting the finishing touches to a new video... Its all because I had an email from Logitech, telling me about a new competition involving the use of my Logitech webcam. Wouldn't have been that interested, except that only a couple of hours earlier, my son had been telling me bout how he was thinking of getting a Sqeezebox thingie (so you can play streaming radio). And it just so happens that this is a prize in the aforementioned competition!

Anyway - this video here, is just something totally different, but when I DO finish the competition one, I will post it here, and you can PLEASE VOTE FOR IT !!!

Pictures say a thousand words

2009-09-20T14:43:00.004+01:00

Interestingly, I had a message via youtube from someone who had read my blog, and had a question to ask me.... - this is what they said... and what I said back... :) (have cut it slightly)

Q 'Hi Wendy

Please could you tell me more about "I have come to awaken", the heading to your blog. I thought that I would add that I have read the non-duality books and websites and heard that my true nature is awareness. But I wondered what you meant by I come to awaken. Is it by reading your blog or do you get in touch with people individually?'

A Hiya .... back again! Am sooo tired, but will try and answer your questions. When I started my blog, seemingly many moons ago, the intent was to offload some of the energy that seemed to ripple through me endlessly, sometimes it felt like I would explode with the delight and excitement of being alive!

I once saw an amazing demonstration - someone had two tuning forks (used for tuning instruments). Holding them up, they banged one of them, and it sounded.... amazingly, the other one, without being banged, also started to resonate, and started to sound its note. I remember being stunned.

And so, for me, when we are in this world, even if its just walking down the road, our vibrations affects everything around us. How so called 'awake' a person truly is- it is very much like onion skins of consciouseness, one layer off and then another and another etc etc)... so if I am writing my blog, and my intent is to 'wake people' up, as it were, then that vibration is in the words, in the pictures, in the very essence of my pages (and these words as I write to you now).... and even in the smile as I smile as I write to you!!!!! Hahahaha..... when people communicate in any way, shape or form, often huge tunnels/energetic pathways are formed...hahahaha....

One thing I like to do is talk!!! In this case write, and am waiting for my video to upload so I will continue for awhile.

Anyway, where was I. I am happy to answer questions on a one to one basis - you can allways email me ... At one time I used to physically see people and give them 'readings' so to speak (never did like that word, but never came up with one to suit!)

So - am not sure if I answered your questions! You have lots of questions really, I can feel them bubbling away. A bit like bubbles in a fizzy drink! Anyway - write to me, and we shall open up a dialogue. I have stopped inputting into my blog for awhile now - you will have probably noticed the changes in the writings over the years, if you look back into the archives. How did you find my blog? Anyway - thank you, as I have been thinking about wether I will start to do more. One of the reasons I stopped, was part of me got a bit fed up with waiting for people to 'wake up' as it were.... and instead, I have spent the last few years earthing myself.

The planet, and the energy of the moment, as it were, is in a rather magnificent upheaval ..... and I have been wondering where to turn my attention next!

So, in a way, we are all here to wake each other up. I often have a picture (which I do now) of a large mirror, that has been shattered..... I am one piece, you another, etc etc etc. But we have been so long separate we have forgotten we are all one..... and we identify with the single piece we believe ourselves to be. So - when the time is right, we meet the right people at the right time (hopefully in the right order)... and BING... a bit like an old fashioned game of pinball.... things go PING and BHAM and lights light up and noises sound... and it all gets rather exciting!!!

My internet is being rather slow uploading my video at the moment. I have just had a new computer built... and it is SO FAST... my old one kept crashing and drove me totally nuts...

Anyway - like I said, write to me.... if you wish to !!!

sleep well.................... p.s. where in the world do you live?

Squirmy Wormy

2009-09-15T18:22:00.002+01:00

Part Two of the setting up the wormery. Now that the bedding has been added the wormery is all ready to give the worms a comfortable and happy place to live......

Composting with Worms

2009-08-30T19:04:00.003+01:00

Being Sick is Great!

2009-08-27T16:41:00.005+01:00

Reasons to be Cheerful...

For some reason I got horribly ill a couple of days ago... I felt like I was being purged! Twas my stomach, poor thing. Ate something that made it most unreasonable SICK..... I can talk about it with some relish now, as I have regained my sense of humour, but at the time I just flopped around like a poor fish just flipped out of its little bowl. With occasional mad scurries to the loo, which I began to dread as the evening wore on.
The GREAT thing bout the whole interestingly macabre experience (and trust me, I have not gone into the full gory details of it at all...), was that I suddenly lost what seemed like an incredibly large amount of weight. To be honest, I thought my scales had broken, or brain wasn't working properly.... as when I looked at the scales they gave me random numbers I didn't understand - certainly combinations of numbers I hadn't seen before. Basically, the units column had dropped by a rather unprecedented amount!

Anyway - feeling great now, though a trifle delicate, as it were. As well as doing the lunchboxdiet, I have been looking into the whole aspect of 'raw food'. As in eating things which aren't cooked. (Vegetable, seeds, nuts) I dehydrate a lot of things, so this kind of fits in with the whole ethos too. I have recently changed my attitude to the whole concept of eating. My body just went through more than just an illness - it seems to be running its own MOT .... will let you know what happens next!

Wendy's Kitchen

2009-08-25T22:43:00.006+01:00

I was asked to do a testimonial video bout the LunchBoxDiet (I love it),the request was for a kind of normal face to camera 'I like it because' type thing....and I looked at my reasons why the idea didn't kinda grab me totally... the words that follow are the words I used to say no (to that format) - the video is the one I DID put together......:

"No fears, it sounds delightful - I do love an audience! However, I operate in this world with a rather unusual/interesting understanding/perspective.....and my reasons for not wanting my face (as in this bodies face) appearing anywhere are as thus -

When we as people, allow ourselves to be linked into, in the way you describe (i.e. video access), ENERGETICALLY we are also linked into. Not sure how many people you have viewing your website.... but would I really want that many people linked into my system? Nope!

However, when they are linked into me via my videos, or words or poems, or artwork, or in any other ways, its kinda different, as it is more on my terms, as it were. As you know, human beings are rather good at making various uncomfortable realities that they then inhabit (a bit like the holo deck on Star Trek), as a personal trainer, you yourself must spend time cracking people open and encouraging them to step out of their old limitations and self imposed restricting mindsets......

I work in the same way, but spiritually/energetically.......... and I find I can reach more people if I access them through more unusual methods. Yes, it would be easy and great fun for me to appear on your website... talking is one thing I love to do - either in words from mouth, or words from fingers (look at the length of this email allready!). However, people would only see my form, and be limited by that....."

Wake Up

2009-08-25T22:41:00.001+01:00

Wake up call

Wake up, wake up, its time to come and play
The night is an illusion, and so is this sweet day...
Wake up, wake up, its time to come and dance
Within the bowl of endless love, the only real romance

Wake up, wake up, its time to drop the dream
Its time to really recognise was IS the really real
Wake up, wake up, its time to laugh out loud
And BE the heart upon your sleeve, not a sheep within the crowd.

Wake up, wake up, the call has now gone out
To drop the thoughts of separateness and let out one great shout
Wake up, wake up, and remember the one bright word
Stop living in your dream of dreams and living the absurd...

Wake up, wake up, and dance within the hall of fame
You have nothing now to lose, and nothing more to gain
Wake up, wake up, and surrender to my love...
Allow yourself to dance in flame and the energy from above.

The calls gone out, the boxes ticked, your name is on the list
You mind will now be cleared from the thoughts within the mist
The silence now does beckon, its waiting here for thee
Just open up your lovely eyes, so you can finally BE......

The Rings

2009-08-12T23:11:00.003+01:00

The Rings were ready, the people were gathered round... and the wedding was beautiful!

Sleeping Angel

2009-08-10T00:36:00.002+01:00

Beautiful Angel

2009-08-09T22:55:00.008+01:00

The Beautiful Angel stood and smiled and looked at me awhile
"Why don't you make me talk", she said, "then you can make me smile".

Though carved in stone, I realised, that it was just another mask
And playing as I do now, I would start another task

I had wondered what she would say, but a blessing it will be
But let us now just wait awhile, and then we shall all just see........

Technology will travel! New Eee notebook !!!! WILD FOX

2009-08-08T11:46:00.006+01:00

How amazing and cool is this!!! Am sitting in the 'garden' - ok, it is almost like a little path running down the back in between other peoples gardens that are most definately bigger. But its lovely!

WOWOWOWOWOW can you hear my heart beating!!!!! As I was writing those very last words, a FOX wandered down the path (looked like a young one), got to about 8ft away from me, before it noticed me scrabbling for my web cam..... phewy......calm down Wendy....... *breathes deep*. It was soooo beautiful, and looked so innocent...

I am actually sitting out here seeing if a) I can get a wireless signal on my notebook, so I can pick up my internet - I can, and it says I am getting 6.5 Mps, which is kinda fab....and b) if I can take pics with my fab logitech webcam (cutting out the need to take them on my camera and transfer to computer)... - and I can!

So here goes.................... as I upload - greetings from my garden of delights.....:)

DancingDancing

2009-07-25T00:55:00.002+01:00

Just couldn't resist a little frolic around the floor! Practising my video making/editing skills.....(should be asleep in bed, but heh.... so much fun!!!)

Wendy's Kitchen

2009-07-24T19:00:00.003+01:00

Have been having a wildly creative time creating videos, and planning future episodes of Wendy's Kitchen.

Plans have been hatched to drag anyone who comes through my front door off to a microphone, so they can be a 'voice' of one of the characters who appear in Wendy's Kitchen.

My son has agreed (he couldn't stop laughing at the time, and I think he agreed so I would go off and leave him alone), to be a mushroom (talking about dehydrating). However he also (without any input from me) expressed a desire to be a worm..... :).... so it looks like I will have to produce that video about the wormery! Will have to find a nice photogenic worm and take its picture - only anyone out there has a lovely pic of Mr Worm they may wish to send me!

Vegetables discuss LunchBoxDiet

2009-07-24T17:54:00.004+01:00

Wendy's Kitchen - Episode 1

Vegetables discuss the LunchBoxDiet! Mr Turnip, and his friend Bella, whilst chatting at the sink, talk about the preparation of a very tasty looking lunchbox. Wendy's Kitchens is the first episode in a whole string of documented adventures, all set in the colourful home of WendyElf.

Future episodes include - Dehydrating with Tom (Tom is a rather delightful, down to earth mushroom), Sprouting the Easy Way, (with the help of the little sproutlings).

There is a possibility of 'How to Make Green Tea Delicious', with the help of the TeaBag Twins (Harold and Ernie), and 'Tummy Talk' (the yearnings of an overweight tummy).

Elf on YouTube!

2009-07-23T14:52:00.005+01:00

Can't remember how to permanently add a link so you can find my videos on youtube, so here is the link... www.youtube.com/elfheartrising
Can't post my veggie one right now, cos a) got computer software issues http://forum.reallusion.com/Topic22998-21-1.aspx?Update=1
and b) not finished!!!

If you want to check out the other videos, the very end of Mr Sheep (where Snow Girl is running off down the valley) is my fave bit!

Intelligent Vegetables - Enlightenment through Diet!

2009-07-23T14:31:00.004+01:00

Does Simon ever talk to us bout the (mental) health issues we might have when on the lunchboxdiet???? (joking) I only ask, cos the veg have started talking to me. The fridge itself has become rather deafening to open - the little shouts and shrieks of EATME, EAT ME, when I open the door are getting louder and louder!!! (am talking bout 'The LunchBoxDiet' - Simon being the person who invented it, wrote the book, etc etc etc)

And as for that turnip - phew - everytime I shut my eyes I can see his little face looking up at me. (It's all because I am involved in a creative project right now that involves talking vegetables and I am incorporating the making of a lunchboxdiet box into it).

Seriously folks... have any of you also had your awareness heightened/shackles-hacked-off to the extent where you are now looking at vegetables/nuts/seeds/meat in a totally new way???

Apart from the veggie illuminations, I find myself looking at meat in a new way ... how lean is it, how many grams are in that tasty little piece, what would it like to be marinaded in. Yes, I would go so far as to say that the meat itself tells me EXACTLY how it would like to be approached/prepared/chopped and relished. Fab!!! More a case of me not preparing the lunchbox, but the lunchbox preparing me to prepare it!!!!!

Simon talks about the energy of the new Bootcamp he is planning 'blowing our mind'....(he mentioned it in one of his vids on youtube) well, if we allow it, we can remember that our minds are allready 'blown away', we have just forgotten!!! However, everytime I eat/prepare a lunchbox I am reminded.....

Am beginning to understand how 'other' foods have such a dampening effect on ones self! Anyway - gotta go, my box is (was going to write 'shouting', but should write 'singing' all the veg seems to be involved in singing a complicated sea shanty!!!) .... singing to me: 'eat me nowwwwwwwww'

Mr Turnip Speaks - and the Return of the Elf

2009-07-22T14:08:00.004+01:00

Well - you have not been forgotten (you never are!), but have just been on a few journeys awhile. But am on holiday now (working in a school has its benefits!!!!! And am getting back into things, namely making a video right now... will post it as soooooooo as it is ready.

A clue - Mr Turnip plays a large roll........(or plays himself), and his cute companion Bella (the redhead on his left....hehehe) joins in the fun...

Wake Up Call!

2009-02-18T12:08:00.004Z

From a Secret Admirer........

2009-02-13T16:04:00.001Z

2009-02-11T21:10:00.001Z

Love Snowman...he is soooo cooool! This is one of his first lectures - check out the rest on youtube.. :) - I love the ones when he talks bout Spring, and another on Porridge!

Crazy Talk

2009-02-08T22:32:00.003Z

Been having great fun messing around with a fab software programme called crazy talk... check out various random offerings on youtube... check out the London Snowman talkin...he is delicious! http://www.youtube.com/user/CelestialElf and my few things (am just learning) http://www.youtube.com/user/elfheartrising

I am ALIVE

2009-02-03T19:14:00.003Z

YES!!! I am alive and well.... and been making videos, using stop motion animation, and craczy talk software..... will post one now... and will let you know more SOON bout what else I have been up to! xxx

The Original Anonymous

2008-02-23T14:48:00.002Z

'The Original Anonymous,' a title and a half
It really made me giggle, it really made me laugh
Sounds like a super cereal, a breakfast for the brave
Or something you might take direct, when going on a rave

So, among those called Anonymous, it must mean now there is a separate class
Of those that are original, like a kind of special painted glass.
Am thinking of a collection, of the special and the rare
An Anonymous collection, of those residing there

But first of all I shall bless them, all those of that special name
So know now, all you dear ones, that things are not the same!
Anonymouses now be spotted! You're Seen and definately heard!
I can see you all behind your masks, be they spotted or be they furred....

So - here is your welcome pack, comes with cake and bright balloon
And look inside there is a ticket for a film that's coming soon!
It's called 'Third Eye Awakening'....eeeek, is it a thriller or romance???
Or a weird kind of cult film, where you all get up and dance!

Well, you'll all find out, this is quite true... all you have to do is reply
Inside your heart, 'yes' to white rose, you do not question why.
You are saying Yes to life itself, to love and laughter, joy and peace
And to the beginning, of the end, of egos rampant feast!

Well - I see that the book of life has openened once again,
And that little old sweet Wendy Elf, is also not quite the same!
Well, what can I say, except watch this space, and please join in with me
So we may all now dance about, and laugh with cosmic glee

Cos the spiritual temperature is hotting up, the pot is glowing red
And I plan to fill it up I do, with heads that are quite dead -
But - another tale is that indeed, another chapter in the book
At this time my words are simply, a kind of cosmic fishing hook

Cos, as well as being gardener, I also like to fish
And also, being magic, I'll grant you all a wish!
Cept there is only one wish, its yours, and hidden deep inside...
So come onboard this cosmic bus and lets go on a ride!!!!

Till we next do swop some words, and cosmic kinda giggles sweet
Just have a little rest, and put up your tired feet.
Have a nibble of this biscuit, of words now fed to brain
And I fondly say to you, 'farewell', till we do meet again!

Happy New Year to One and to All.

2008-01-03T16:59:00.001Z

Some matters arising, inbuilt by the past,
Have influence in nowness if you dont set them apart.

With time to unfold the newness in whole,
Each occasion to see the wonder and be,
As much as your able, no need for delay,
Take action this moment and celebrate each day.

The blessing of life, of awareness, of free,
Of Joy, Peace and Love, we send it to thee.

Me and You & You and Me

2007-10-17T07:43:00.001+01:00

Infinity in me Loves Eternity in you,
& invites shadows of Temporal/External Antipathy to,
Depart from us Perpetually.
In place Let Absolute Joy and Wonder reign,
For all of the evers in perpetuity xx

Joy...................

2007-10-16T08:41:00.001+01:00

With Joy and Love,
We Come.

Bless all the Angry

2007-10-16T06:49:00.002+01:00

Bless all the angry, and bless all the cross inside
Bless all those lost ones, who from themselves they hide
Bless all the running ones, and all those that froze on spot
No use hiding under stones, cos we just bless the lot

And what is this blessing thing, you look at me and ask
Well tis just a kind of removal of, your hidden kinda mask
A simple kinda melting, of the mind you hide behind
Tis a delicous kind of loving, of the timeless loving kind

Tis just a simple wording, of something from above
Tis very very simply, a cosmic kinda love
Can be done in many words, a glance, or just a shrug
Or even just a kind of, gentle loving hug

So might as well just surrender, and throw your hands up high
And certainly give up that word, that simply does ask why
Cos we will take that simple why word, and throw it on the heap
And watch it roll and squirm about, as that pile grows deep

In fact we'll just take all your words, and rip them from your mouth
So you cannot even answer, and certainly not shout
Might just let you whisper, and maybe ask for more
Of the lovely love thing, that lies simply at the core

The core of the apple, the apple of your self inside
Once peeled and delivered, leaves you naked without pride
But don't worry just be happy, relax and enjoy the show
Cos love will unmask you, wherever you do go

And then we will simply eat you, with a great big spoon
Or simply leap about and grin, like a cosmic loon
So, my loved ones simply, the answer is just this
We are here to kiss you, into cosmic bliss.............

2007-10-14T12:24:00.000+01:00

And waking up to hear your voice
From beyond the dream
Was instant gratification
From that, that lies unseen

How shall I begin to tell....................

2007-10-13T15:42:00.000+01:00

How much love resides beyond the last vestiges of all hope, attachment and desire............................................
How much more than everything is the freedom that shines as we meet again and again..............................................
How far and deep the Infinity that we call home,
that we will leave behind..........................................
How beautiful endless laughter and oceans of joy..............
Here & Now,
We are.

2007-10-13T14:27:00.001+01:00

Have you ever....

2007-10-13T12:37:00.000+01:00

Have you ever seen a candle, explode and then just stay
In a heightened state of being, just radiating play
Have you ever seen a flower exploding into joy
And reach out and kiss the hearts and minds of every girl and boy

Have you ever seen a teardrop, roll down a face so grim
Then be eaten by an angel, that came from deep within
Have you ever really seen me, as I truly am inside
Have I ever really seen myself, before I came to hide

Have we ever really been us, no, not like this before
Have I have really read the books, I held in place called More
Have I ever really been here, not fully, not like this
Have I ever really experienced the one and only kiss

The answer of course is yes, and yes, and yes and yes
But of course the truth was covered up, by such a cosmic mess
But now the sheets been taken off, and the house be cleaned inside
So welcome All and Everything, One no more needs to hide

And what else is there to say? Cept nothing and the rest
So be warned and be prepared ye world, cos am here to be a pest....
Told you I take no prisoners, no dark and dismal cells down deep
Just a place of glory, so just come and take a peep

I have a book of tickets, for the journey that lies just there
Come all ye lovely loved ones, come dance in golden hair
Come all, we're ready, oh, so ready for this dance
Now that I have finally found, the one to share romance

But romance of a kind not known before, unlike ever before and since
The one I have been waiting for, the handsome, handsome prince
And look down I did from tower, waiting for him to climb up so high
But it is just so funny, cos he just descended from the sky!!!

Such glee, such love, such mayhem, has not been seen before
And there was I just waiting, for that knock upon the door
I should have known it would not be, as this mortal mind did plan
Cos that would have been tried to be thwarted, by those who thought they can

And anyway, lets just say, the book now lies just here
And with every page I do now read, all will become quite clear
So an invitation I do now give, printed on tickets of gold
To all you who read these words now here, be you young or old

What the invitation be for, I will not tell you here
Just a commitment of your heart space, is needed, that is clear...
So settle down now sweetly, and rest your weary feet so sweet
And we shall now deliver to you, the bestest tastiest treat.

Little crumbs might be slowly offered, or you might just be quite sick
And some of you have coverings, of mind, that really is quite thick
But just know that you do be safe, as in our arms your held
As our energy does so coagulate, and into each other meld.

So rest now loved ones, peace, as into you we go
And gently bathe you, sweetly, with the sweetest love filled flow
We pour on honey, gently, and lull you with a song....
And take you on a journey home, to the place you do belong......

awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww xxx

Back!

2007-10-12T09:31:00.001+01:00

Centred, realigned, refocussed, remeshed, dedicated, dessicated, complete... home....:)

Sweet Dolly

2007-09-08T15:37:00.001+01:00

Sweet dolly in the doll box, she met a doll named Ken,
He had escaped from HIS box, but she didn't know it then.
He stood and grinned at her quite bold, big smile upon his face,
'Sweet dolly, I did spy you here, and so over I did race'.

He was quite a cheeky Ken dolly, all bold in his white pants,
Like a kinda cheeky prince boy, looking for romance.
His long black boots looked naughty, as did the grin upon his face,
He stood so close and near dolly, invading her sweet space.

He then began to tell me, what naughty Ken might do,
To poor dolly stuck there, in box, all feeling blue.
Am sure you would like to know, what happened to her next,
But poor dolly blushes now, as she remembers all the text.

That Ken doll and her shared...mmmm, let us just now say,
That Ken doll was quite naughty, as with poor dolly he did play.
But I would just like to say here, dollys turn will come,
When she sneaks out from her OWN box and to his she will so run.

Dolly will sneak up on him, and steal his long black boots,
And make that naughty Ken doll, blush right to his roots!
Cos what he doesn't realise, is that she stole the precious key,
That kept him in his wardrobe, and stops him being free.

She keeps it in her knickers, safe, well at least she thought she did,
Unless of course the Ken doll was the one that hid.
The key there, cos he wants her, to sneak up on him one night,
Then he will jump out at her, and she will get a fright!

Well, lets just say plans are afoot, for dollys sweet return,
To the naughty Ken doll, to revenge what he did earn.
Dolly will come back one day, and tell you what she did,
As long as she does now find, the key she thought she hid!

~ Blessing 'Addiction' ~

2007-09-07T09:26:00.000+01:00

Addicted to coffee, addicted to tea,
Addicted to talking, bout Me and Thee
Think its time to bless the word
That's often mentioned, often heard

So I take it by its little hand
Place it gently on beach like stand
Stand well back, and light its fuse
Wow - how funny, it looks confused

It's never been picked up so gently before
'Fear and Loathing' its title on door
'Awwww, dear sweet thing,' I whisper to it
'Come, my love, now up you sit

Onto you now, I do pour love
Out of my hosepipe, connected above
Time for you to ascend you see
Time for 'addiction' to be set free

And stepping back, I wave goodbye
To the word 'addiction', all ready so high
From the fumes of love, that get up its nose
Its getting allready, a rather large dose...

And then now 'kaboom' the sky lights up
As 'addiction' explodes into pieces of Love
And so, from now on, whenever you see
The word 'addiction, is written for thee

You will know, and know in your heart
That 'addiction' is no longer, a poisoned dart
Addicted to Love, will be the words you hear
Gone now pain, and gone now fear

So, all loved ones, I now thank you indeed
For helping me, with this most cosmic deed
Together we have, just done a great task
To release the joy and so unmask

The joy that lay beneath the word
'Addiction' now, will be no more heard
Goodbye, adieu, I step out of the flow
To drink my tea, and onward go

To do the things that come to be
Released, awakened, and so set free......

~ Sometimes ~

2007-09-02T23:46:00.001+01:00

Sometimes.. this is what I feel like....

Elf is....

2007-08-31T01:19:00.000+01:00

Elf is sleepy, elf is tired
Elf is feeling rather wired
Elf be thinking SL is tough
When those she loves be feeling rough
Elf be thinking thoughts bit grim
Like hiding in her cave within
Sending out for pizzas and coke
Hoping that she might just choke
And be discovered lying there
With bits of pizza in her hair
But all the time she starts to grin
As bubbles of joy do rise within
Cos Elfie is just a drama queen
Unlike any other she has ever seen
And even when she's feeling grim
Those stupid bubbles rise within
Grrrr, she growls and tries to frown
But the joy won't put her down!
And she may struggle and she may fight
But the love will win tonight
So Elfie shuts up and gives up to love
Hearing loud laughter from above
'Elfie is such fun' they think
'When she's cross she gets quite pink!'
So, Elfie now trots off to bed
Words now written, words now said .....

*mad giggles slowly fade off into the background*

Triangles....

2007-08-29T21:35:00.000+01:00

It's all about triangles....!!! Wow, how cool is that.. (what on earth is the elf on about NOW???)

Ha.. trust me (???)

Not only in rl have we gone from the old square based structure, SL is actually allready formed of the new triangle system.

Trust me... (hahahah)

It all makes PERFECT sense!!!!

Dream Sparks

2007-08-29T03:09:00.000+01:00

HIya sweety.... have just woken up, so am all groggy and sleepy and vulnerable.... Just after I posted the blog before, all the power in the house went out, and not only that - the street as well.. This is London, it just never happens! I turned of the computer, so we didn't get a power surge through it (thought that was very clever of me, though think it would be clever if we have a circuit surge thingie)... and lit a candle. One light. As soon as I did that, the power came back on. Now, I just woke up. Had a dream, I awoke too. Some weird kind of competition, with a few of us watching. Us watching needed to sent out a spark as a signal, so the other members of the team could do something in unison. Our lighter we were using stopped working, we had nothing else to use! We had 30 seconds to find something to use, or we would have lost..... Panic. (we weren't allowed to leave our seats). Then - ask someone else! I grabbed a bag someone had next to me in their hand with a square thing in it that looked like matches... they were toffees!!!!! Eeeek!!!! So, I asked them for a light.. they had a wierd paraffin lighter thingie I struck (nearly spilt the whole thing first, in my excitement!)... couldn't look at my team waiting for my signal. Seeing that spark was one of the most intense things I ever felt, I waved it in the air.....held my breath... Wow. Yes, not only did they see it, they acted in time, and all was well...Phew!

So, my love... we are all sparks for each other. A carefully orchestrated plan - depending on each other.. timing.. and being aware, awake, and trusting enough, to do that right thing at the right time...so all is lovingly co-ordinated, and all happens in the way it should. Peace be with you for we are One!

Beloved

2007-08-28T23:36:00.001+01:00

Beloved Gman, what can I say,
My love for you does fill this day
It fills the world, it fills my eyes
Meeting you, was the BEST surprise
Out of the dark, there came a light
Shining, sweet, it was so bright
Wondered what such a thing could be
Opened my eyes, so I could see
A man was there, upon my tower
Wandered into Elfies bower
Tattooed and cute, and very able
To hold conversation at the table
We spent the time just getting near
To an understanding very dear
That both were intrigued then by the other
Not that then, we were as lover
Weeks did pass, we did not meet
Cept I remembered his dancing feet
Remembered how I felt with him
As in his arms was held within
He sent me words, to say hello
I wondered where the time did go!
And then the meeting, wow, was fab
Just wanted to reach out and grab
All of him and eat him up
From his eyes, the love to sup
My love, my sweet, what can I say
For you, my love, I sleep all day!
For over the ocean, you do so live
So, my nights, I do so give
And with you in playground sweet
We laugh and love with dancing feet
My love, my love, I take your hand
And place on it, a wedding band
Tis made of love and light most clear
Divine our purpose, being here
So to you, I do say YES
And write your name upon my dress
I write your name upon my head
I even write it on my bed!
And now I do now twirl with joy
As petals fall on girl and boy
Entwined in love we dance our way
And spread the love throughout our day
My love, my love, I give my heart
And throw away the poisoned dart
That lay within and tainted trust
I now can see it turn to dust....
My love, my love, now silence be
Cos I am You, and You are Me....

2007-08-23T21:42:00.001+01:00

Elfie danced and Elfie sang,
Elfie at Home were it all began
And in this space of love and bliss,
She shared a joyful cosmic kiss
With he who helped her bring it down
The energy, without a frown
My love, my love, Beloved be
For I am you, and You be Me....

Waiting

2007-08-23T00:32:00.000+01:00

i love to wait
Oh how i love to wait

i´m sitting here
just waiting

i wait for the bus, just sitting there, letting it all pass me by.

waiting

just waiting
people wait too, they wait and wait

i love to wait
oh how i just love to wait

some seem to mind the waiting.
i love to wait

there´s really nothing to it
you just have to be there

waiting

Oh i just can´t wait to wait again

Written by a FAB WONDERFUL MAGNIFICENT BEAUTIFUL friend of mine... awww, thank you sweety!! And YES, he has given me permission to use it... ty!!!

a picture to break up all them words.. :)

2007-08-21T17:00:00.000+01:00

looks fab on my t shirt... backround pastel drawing was done by me, hand photowhatsitted on belongs to a very interesting person (now dead), who took a vow of silence for 44 years, and who actually coined the phrase 'don't worry be happy' years before songs singing them words came out and sounded fab... ...(wonderful how it works..heheh)
First person to let me know the name of the person whose hand it may be, will get a FREE t shirt with this on!!! (elfie groans at this point cos it means extra work, and a voice chuckles and says 'haha, serves you right, payement for letting some of the hoover dam trickle out'... *elfie feels a pat on her head, feels suspiciously like someone she knows whose name begins with a G and ends in an M)

ps. - not quite sure where that silly blue line come from under the first bit of this writing...!!!!

hehehehehe (sl addiction) - and washing dishes

2007-08-21T16:27:00.000+01:00

what follows are words taken from a web page someone (an interested, concerned 3 party, who found me still on the computer at 9.30 am this morning, after having been up all night..hahah...lol...) left open on my screen for me to find...hehehehe...

Internet addiction more serious than OCD

Internet addiction should be grouped with extreme addictive disorders such as gambling, sex addiction and kleptomania, an Israeli psychiatrist said.

Dr. Pinhas Dannon of Tel Aviv University's Sackler Faculty of Medicine said 10 percent of Internet surfers are afflicted with "Internet addiction disorder," which can lead to anxiety and severe depression.

Internet addiction is classified by mental health professionals as an Obsessive Compulsive Disorder, a mild to severe mental health condition that results in an urge to engage in ritualistic thoughts and behavior.

"Internet addiction is not manifesting itself as an 'urge.' It's more than that. It's a deep 'craving.' And if we don't make the change in the way we classify Internet addiction, we won't be able to treat it in the proper way," Dannon said Friday in a release.

He said the two groups at greatest risk from Internet addiction disorder are teenagers and people in their mid-50s suffering from the loneliness of an empty nest.

Just like to say - a) am not a teenager... b) am not in my mid 5o's *rolls around laughing at this point* (realise that if I tell you everytime I roll around laughing, you might wonder how I have time to do anything else....

One of the best things I heard someone say about so-called sl addiction was 'its not sl that is addictive, its the people in here... ' awwwwwwwwwwww... sweet.... how true!!!!!!

What is Elfheart addicted to, if anything at all ???.... hahah.... well, LOVE of course!!! mmmm *bathes in it, pours a bucket of it over her head, throws big sparks of it out to anyone within sparking range.. even SPITS out some love!!! (yuck)... (though not actually yuck.. writing the words 'elfheart spits,' is very entertaining to me, and can be a very expressive form of written description (have to add here, that spitting in rl is not something I actually do.. hehehe)

Anyway...gotta gooooooooooo wash dishes *pulls a face*... some of them have a rather interesting growth on the top of them...:) heheh... FAB *thinks about taking a picture and posting it on here*....... joking!!!! haahah....

Awwwww - SO MANY WORDS.... feel like the Hoover Dam has been released.... lol... well, this elfie is going to save those words for later *offers thanks to the thanking department*
Woke up this morning and was handed a list of the titles I need to write about today on this blog... (handed to by whome?.... *forgets how to spell that word*).... well, the list department of course!!!

*walks off into the kitchen laughing with great delight and immense glee, the dishes cower and try to hide and scream 'no, Elfie is coming, Elfie is coming'... the CD player in the corner speaks out in a deep gravelly voice 'grrrr, you not used me for awhile Elfie, what's your problem'.. I explain to CD (sounds like the name of a dj, lol, how appropriate is that...hehehhe) that have a hard drive stuffed with fab stuff but a) never seem to have time to burn stuff to disc b) is quite happy to accept and recieve any cd's anyone would love to donate to her c) except that means posting her address, which is NOT a good idea d) wonders if she can find a way round that one e) realises that the hoover dam is leaking out from a small outlet pipe.. e) it was the dirty dishes disguised as SWAT members that sneaked a team round to the front of the dam and uncapped an old sealed outlet pipe...

HHAHAHAHA - see you guys!!!! (shouts at them loudly, points a long elfie finger at them, watches them run off in a scurrying rabble, very unswateam like.... seals the pipe up tight, and goes off the kitchen to teach them naughty dishes a lesson)

~ A Letter ~ (about integration)

2007-08-20T15:30:00.000+01:00

An email to a friend, once sl partner, and someone who I still respond to outside of that... :

Hiya.. .was just in the kitchen and thought of you, and wanted to get in touch, but you allready did today, so thank you....

Blog site - yes, has started doing it again. Have a need to reach as many people as possible now, with my cosmic love messages!!! Also, if you click on 'second life adventures' on the right, under 'links' you will see another site set up by me and my friend Gman. Tells you more of what I have been doing in second life......a different angle, a different response, a different difference, but in the end, all about Love...

Yes, have been very busy lately. My creativity is now in full flow, and am applying that to all areas of my life, with ********, the blog sites, my writing, second life, (have now got a shop that is waiting for my work I can put in to sell) etc etc... have so many words to write, so many things to say, so many people to reach out to....

Am also aware ****....... (this is what came to me just before in the kitchen)...of your love for me, and how you are allways there in the background supporting me.

Am also aware, that you get very little back from me (apart from my love, which is allways there, and allways constant). And I am sorry, that I have at present, no time or space in second life to meet with you and give you the attention that I believe you would like...( I may be wrong about you wanting to spend time with me, heheheh...lol)

So, I will quite understand if you wish to no longer keep in touch with me, as am not sure that what you are receiving from me is enough. Also, understand, that I love and appreciate, the way you are allways there for me, the messages you send to me on this forum, and the links to little delights that you send me, like the dolphin link etc etc, and value and appreciate your friendship, and would like it to continues....

In second life, have lots to do, with getting stuff ready for the shop (will give you a landmark to it when it is ready), want to add two more of the same towers to my land that I have, (gets quite crowded now on that lil tower, so many come to dance and be) so there will be three, work with Gman on the blog site and exploration, and love and support the people in sl that I have strong relationships with, (and in return, be loved and supported by them) sort out my rl, so it runs smoothly... etc etc.. including looking after myself, with food, sleep, house cleaning etc etc. It all has to be integrated and run smoothly, which means a total integration of everything into one smooth whole.

I have two weeks left of this time off work, before I go back, and a lot of my time and energy will need to go into that, as well as everything else.

This also runs alongside getting my book ready that I wish to write (which means integrating all the mass of information I have compiled allready), and also, meditation on a daily basis again (though am in a 24 hour meditation anyway), and exercise for this poor lil physical body, which seems to be running purely on light, love and nicotine right now... :) - oh yes,and finishing, completing my own web site....

So, not only does the awareness of how the many become One, in terms of bodies of awareness on the planet being part of the One, but in this one vehicle, known as Elfheart/Wendy (there is no separation between them either, they are just different viewpoints of the same)... all aspects of this self, need also to be integrated into One working, running, functional body.

Writing this, have the vision of a huge building, full of many offices, departments etc etc, that needs to run and work smoothly, as an integrated whole. We have a publicity office, a translation service (are you aware of how many different understandings of the same words in one language mean, according to the filters with which people apply when they read something? And then all the different physical earth based languages, and not only that, the different inner plane levels of frequencies that we can work from?)... Phew, quite a job, and that is only in this one body known as Elfheart/Wendy!

Everything that happens to me now, is a teaching, an understanding, a reflection, a mirror, a response. In fact the whole world itself, has become a response to my being *shivers through my body*....(well, it has allways done that, as it does to us all, but can see it all now in its operation) and is done in such a wonderful, playful, happy, funny, excited way.... awwww.. FUNNY being the operative word here...hahahah.....lol... HOW FUNNY, EVERYTHING has become... lol.... hahah.... well, it allways was, but now, there is just glowing sense of laughter, love, and delight...

As well as rampant exhaustion, chaos, order, and peace. All running in the one space, at the one time... hahaha.... YES... have become the centre, the white dot, the rose, the love, the pain, the sorrow, the joy, the darkness, the love (love again?...hehe)... etc etc etc... See, the list goes on and and and on. There is no ending, no beginning, no start, no journey, nowhere to go, nothing to be, in the end, there is only Me....

Infinite Love, patience, and an enduring loyalty to awakening, becoming and the true flowering of self......

YES!!!!!! xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

after the light.....the dark

2007-08-19T18:34:00.000+01:00

Scene.... Elfheart arrives back in lovely elven home after being in one of the grubbiest (spits) yucky energy places in sl... swops IM's with friend she just saw there:

Male Friend: bye I have to go too
Elfheart Muni: k
Elfheart Muni: and yes
Elfheart Muni: that place sucks....lol
Male Friend: *kisses*
Male Friend: I warned you
Elfheart Muni: you did
Elfheart Muni kisses her elven ground and hugs it
Male Friend: :P
Elfheart Muni: well, am taking grumpy miserable self off to be miserable and grumpy in rl
Male Friend: aww
Male Friend: *kisses*
Elfheart Muni spits in the river over the bridge
Elfheart Muni makes it rain on her land (changes the weather on her weather system)
Male Friend: aww elfie, I still love you
Elfheart Muni: even after I spat in the river and made it rain?
Male Friend: even if you are grumpy, you are still cute
Elfheart Muni gets a chainsaw out and looks at all her trees
Elfheart Muni: lol
Elfheart Muni: hahah
Elfheart Muni: lol
Elfheart Muni: ok
Elfheart Muni: you cheered me up
Elfheart Muni cuts off her leg instead
Elfheart Muni: eeeek!!!!
Elfheart Muni: *screams for help*
Elfheart Muni: aaaaararrrrghhhhhh
Male Friend: ugh
Elfheart Muni watches her life blood slowly ebb away into the bright green elfin grass....
Male Friend: gee, you are killing me elfie
Elfheart Muni reaches out and writes one last lonely message to anyone who may one day pass her lonely spot
Elfheart Muni: she writes......
Elfheart Muni: ........
Elfheart Muni: *dies....... *

(at which point elfie logs out of sl)

The devil

2007-08-19T14:02:00.000+01:00

The devil came and he said to me
'Come on babe, let me set you free'
And his dark red eyes just looked and grinned
As under his gaze, I was so pinned

'But devil' I said, with voice so soft
My neck did ache as I gazed aloft
'What could you give an Elf like me
Who allready knows, that she is free'

Well, he humphed and hawed, and made a sound
Then looked kinda carefully, all around
'Er, Elfie dear, just be so sweet
And get your boots off my cloven feet'

Well Elfie found that kinda fun
And said 'now look' you devilish hun
If onto my tower you did so come
Then you can just shift your big red bum

And come and dance with me right now
And NO am not a 'stupid cow'
(cos under his breath she heard him mutter
that he thought she was an elven nutter)

So, dear Elfie, small and cute
Led devil by hand, was such a hoot
And made him do the 'soul intentions'
One of her many devilish inventions

That opens all up to their own heart
So she can blow out that special dart
That pierces even the hardest skin
And then in heart, explodes within

The devil, of course, was no exception
To her intruding dart of interception
It went right through his steely skin
And pierced his evil heart within

He felt quite giddy, and he felt quite sick
His brain felt woolly, and his thoughts felt thick
'Er Elfie' he said in deep gravelly voice
'Do I have any kind of choice

Bout the outcome of this event'
(He looked quite ill, and his back was bent)
'Devil, my love, my sweet, my flower
You had a choice, when you entered my bower

When you landed on this tower of mine
You just said YES to all divine'
And Elfie giggled and Elfie danced
As Elfie with the devil romanced

Then lit a flame within his heart
And set alight her love laced dart
And as he then did roar with pain
She fired another dart again

But this one went to his third eye
And he never asked 'oh Elfie why'
Because it opened, and he could see
That even he, the devil, was free

And with that stunning revelation
He abruptly finished his conversation
And staggered off the elfin tower
To find a dark place to sit and glower

And Elfie smiled a silent smile
And sat on mushroom for awhile
She waited with quiet cosmic glee
To await the response, of his feeling free

And showering all the tower with light
Then turned and went to bed that night
And dreamnt of gleaming dark red eyes
Turning towards a new sunrise......

Growling

2007-08-18T14:10:00.001+01:00

Growling noises deep from my throat
Is it a weasel, or is it a stoat?
No, it is Elfie, hot and quite strange
Her real life not real, she needs to arrange
Things in a different, time and a place
Things to now change, a new kind of face
As to the world now, a new kind of thing
Is happening gently, unfolding within
A most divine growling, as power unfolds
A new kind of metal pours into new mold
So growling and growling, with a new kind of mad glee
How funny it is, to be this new kind of me........

(hahahah.. q the mad laugh you hear in those old black and white horror movies where the background sets seem to be made of cardboard and the actors have black makeup under their eyes and sharp pointy teeth.. )

White Rose

2007-08-13T21:32:00.000+01:00

White Rose

White rose, white rose, that sits in my heart
That gently whispers, ‘remember, thou art,
Thou art each other, and All that you see
There is only One, there is only Me’

White rose, white rose, that now sinks in deep
That says ‘wake up, from your long lost sleep’
And tears do fall, most gentle and kind
They feel like Love, sent to remind

That it’s not all about giving, but to open up too
To remember, remember, to let Love flow through
To let the Love flow, and taste it pass by
To be kissed by the Beloved, and taste the sweet sigh

To taste the sweet sigh, like a touch on your chest
Most gentle and kind, to be blessed by the Blessed
And folded in Presence, surrounded by Love
Beings of Beauty, now come from above

Surround me now gently and say, ‘we are here
You called and were heard, we have always been near’
Such Love and Remembrance, sweet kisses they be
Touch and caress, this body of Thee

This body had sat, and pleaded so much
For humanity to wake, without any fuss
To wake up and remember, there is only One
For the joyful to awaken, and to dance the One song

For loving the loved ones, is like polishing the glass
So the Love may shine through, and just simply pass
Pass through the shell, that surrounds each of them
To shatter the image, of in what they do dwell

To turn them to look inwards, to see who they are
To open to receive, that one divine stare..
They look at me gently, and see only Love
But I am just them, sent from above

Here to awaken, to remind them of Love
And shed all these blessings, brought from above
But I don’t exist, there is no-one here
Just a moment, an out breath, a shiny white tear

The longing to go home, is strong and most sweet
But on this dark earth, rest these most weary feet
I am tired, most tired, of waiting to see
When all do remember, there is only Thee

My love now flows out, and expands into space
I feel you Beloved, the heat of your face
Beloved, Beloved, my tears now flow free
All I do want, is to return to Thee

But I hear you now, clearly, that I am to stay here
And it is now You, that will always be near
White rose in my heart, no thorns to hurt skin
A blessing, a blessing, that sing from within

Given by messenger, one of us all
Who walks on the earth, and seems to walk tall
A thank you to this dove, this gentle sweet one
Who gave to me words, of your most gentle song

My first impulse was RUN… run and just hide
Jump off the tower, or just run inside
But he held me most tight, in gentle embrace
And all I could feel, was the warmth of his face

Physically tired, long hours, no food
Just fed by the love, and a strange kind of mood
That takes me to love, all that I see
To try and unlock, their hearts to be free

But now I must rest, that is now most clear
As this white rose of remembrance, rests in me here
A treasure, a promise, that you said you’d come back
To find me, and give me, all that I lack

So, my sweet tears, I carry to rest
To take within sweetly, like a most welcome guest
That I discovered, does live here, and has always done
And when I am rested, will once more have fun

So blessings and blessings, and more and yet more
Flow from me freely, and puddle on floor
I breathe out your love, and share it in mind
With all those connected, of all humankind

Peace now restored, in and both out
For are we not breath, and the one who was sought
Sought by the many, but found by the few
Now the need to be shiny, and new self to renew

Breathe now on you, sweet one, this one just for you
Who brought me the message, who finally got through
Into my heart space, the place most don’t find
Because it is hidden, from most of mankind

Silence, now silence, and wind in trees sweet
No more of the running, a resting of feet
I open to Love, Beloved with me
Sweetness and blessings….. now be set free….

Cosmic Elf

2007-04-22T19:16:00.000+01:00

Cosmic Elf

Cosmic elf, cosmic elf, beyond space and time
Laughter and glee, stand all in a line
With joy and great wisdom, and truth of the heart
Everything fresh, all a new start
Colours be bright, and eyes do be free
Everything exciting and funny, you see
Cosmic elf, cosmic elf, what fun to be had,
Turning on head, a new kind of mad
Cosmic elf, cosmic elf, it’s funny, you see
To touch with the magic of all you do be
Each breath a beginning, mistakes just a tool
Glorious it is, to play divine fool….

multidimensional realities

2007-04-03T10:15:00.000+01:00

Hahaha.....dreaming dreams of second life.... where I type in chat boxes, and talk to yellow foxes - and it doesn't seem bizaare. But nothing ever does, seem bizaare - never has actually!!!! Ha aha.... - I remember last easter, when I dressed up as a giant white bunny at school...hehe.... well, actually, we started off at the local tube station. Me and two others - one dressed as a doctor in a white coat, and the other dressed as a kind of mad militant with 'bunny patrol' tag. Walked to school, down the hill, greeting everyone as I went...how cool! Not often you get to be a giant white bunny. Well, not then, anyway.... the funniest thing was going into a greengrocers and buying carrots. No-one seemed to find it as funny as I did... but I think maybe they were a bit scared!...........haha

Arrived at school to deliver Easter eggs, and pose for the local press. Bit amazed to discover that half the little kids cried when bunny waltzed in....(so real).... the other half pulled bunnies tail.....grrrrrr eheheh

Saw a friend in a fab crow avi yesterday.....how cool would that be to go around pecking things!... mmmn... might try it... but to be a giant white bunny in sl appeals still.... go to newbie spots and offer to show them the door that alice missed...... (rolls around laughing)....hahaha

Treasures

2007-02-20T19:49:00.000Z

The pixie did hunt for the treasure one day
As on the pose balls we did lay
But little does that pixie know
He lay with more than what did show

He lay with magic of elven kind
He lay not with one of old mankind
And now I send him blessings be
So the treasure, he now does see

Hurrah!

2007-02-13T10:22:00.000Z

Ha... and there was me debating last night to go to sleep or continue having fun in second life. Well, actually that is a lie. Sitting on my orange mushroom, after having one drink too many that I was beginning to slip sideways.... my purple wings all a flutter... phew. And you know what those material squirrel wings are like!!!!! One touch... can lead to the next...lol. It was the last blue drink that did it....lol.

Anyway - went to bed far too late and arrived in rl at school with a sl hangover and a sheepish grin. Our lesson was being observed by the head... but heh... she likes me... just grinned and talked a lot (mmn - just like in second life eh!!!!!lol) and finally got them to understand what the word parallel means. Just like PARALLEL realities perhaps!!!!!

When we were doing the subjects of perimetres and area... I was finishing off arranging the lease on my parcel of land.... and trying to work out exactly what so metres squared looks like. Ha.... numbers and me don't get on. So many paces by so many paces... now that is helpful!

Well - I could go on and on and on and on here... but won't - cos am kind....but parachuting off the Eiffel tower WAS fun (though heights scare me silly, as I found out in my rl trip to Peru, when I think I internally re-lived being thrown off the the top of the mountain as some kid of sacrificial offering)

Creaking pipes and high ceilings

2007-02-07T10:25:00.000Z

How many people at work are sitting here right now hoping no-ne is looking over their shoulder as they write?........Have just growled (as nicely as one can growl) at my fellow friend next to me....and demanded (as nicely as one can demand) not to give a non-stop commentary on what he is doing as he hits the buttons next to me.....................lol

Tis assembly time.............followed by a 15 minute break.... which means (for those of you who cannot remember what an assembly is, in the schoolsense of the word) the school is gathered together - all 6 classes (20 - 30 in each class) ... together... and someone talks to them, or they do stuff... whatever.... and those of us who don't have to be there sneak off to the computer room to play.....

Not play second life you understand..............oooooooh no......... but play in whatever ways people do on computers.

Tis cold.... - which means doing lots of zips and buttons up on coats and jackets at playtime. This is an old victorian building - with creaking pipes and high ceilings. Takes a while to heat up - then is okay. But once inside, the kids have no concept that outside might be cold... and they rush out to play with excitement and joy and end up whimpering with cold pain... As I am allready usually cold - BEFORE I leave the building... just means I end up putting so many layers on I can hardly bend me arms................:)........snow is forecast tomorrow... which is London terms means kind of grey slushy stuff.........ha ha.............

But we shall see!!!!!

Should have been asleep...

2007-01-31T21:45:00.000Z

Tis true.... rl work due to start in just over 6 hours... and there was me having fun.... fun/sleep fun/sleep?.... now there is a dilemma and a half.... Also, the time difference between this part of the world, and second life, means my eyes are trying to shut, whilst the majority (it would see) of people are just coming online.....lol...

life or death

2007-01-29T10:44:00.000Z

Nothing quite like a dramatic headline is there..........lol............just a random wondering... do people who go on second life have people in so called real life to cook for them, do the ironing, shopping, etc etc.... perhaps occasionally even talk to people on the phone, instead of wanting to snarl 'go away'... cos you're right in the middle of some importand conversation/building project/exploration/battle ?

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2007-01-18T23:56:00.000Z

Interesting ..... and I think second life can have impact! Walking to work and looked up, and the sky had just gone mad........was stunning. Felt like I was the only one seeing it - kept looking around wondering why cars hadn't stopped and why people hadn't dropped to their feet in amazement. Had more people looking up to see why I was taking photographs than anything else!

Beloved...the return

2007-01-17T22:17:00.000Z

high place, high heart, good place, thou art
above below, and safe inside, now the time, the place to start
return of all, to land below, and know dear one, I love thee so...

Elf, or second life addiction ?

2007-01-17T20:21:00.000Z

Ha.... so I suppose there are lots of us out here being patient, waiting for access to wonderland again.........lol. Well, suppose it's a good thing for me really, as I've strained my eyes, been on the keyboard too long!

Very funny it was today, sitting in the staffroom with the end bit of a bottle of frozen water pressed into my eye socket. Ha ha.......'have tried doing a google search for second life addiction' said one bright spark - who had, actually. Of course I had to go and do a search too, just to see what was said. But methinks words have been written perhaps by people who have addiction problems anyway.... lol.

Also, actually, there is not much separation for me between so called real life, and so called second life. Anyone out there seen the film 'closing doors'? Or Groundhog Day? ... Ha ha... we have many different realities, all over the place... ha ha...

Have lots to write about this... hee hee........and the effects of second life on this life...yes, think i shall have to call 'real life' differently....perhaps external life....riding the el. Add the letter 'f' perhaps.... And we have Elf.... (could be then short for external life fun)

unity

2007-01-15T07:41:00.001Z

I create pieces of artwork by compiling sheets of plywood, and layering them....with different pictures on each layer...rather like creating in SL with prims....funnily enough. This image however was just a straight forward image, painted onto wood using guache.

Double Headed Dragon.........chinese feel to him......interestingly enough, he has something in common with my second life dragon avatar - she known as Riven. If you see us there in second life, let me know if you can see what is similar....

Stone....

2007-01-15T07:38:00.000Z

This is one image from a set of twelve, from my Heaven on Earth set of wooden cards I made. Again, layered images, cut from plywood, pyrographied, and coloured using water colour and coloured pencil. The images are given to me internally, and arrive in my creative in tray almost intact. The biggest challenge being trying to reproduce what I see............gggggrrrrrr... hard to do that is! When nothing less than perfect will surfice.

sense

2007-01-10T20:27:00.000Z

Have removed the Second Life software from the schools computer. Bless.

SL and RL interface software - the human version!

2007-01-10T06:39:00.000Z

Bless............. can now be in bed in RL and get messages scrolling down in from of me eyes, from SL without even having the computer turned on! How cool is that!

Ha ha.................true, might have totally lost the plot (87% probability)... but heh...the only problem being when i checkin online, am getting the same information ! Ha ha.... not tested the system to see if it works yet.... the SL and RL interface software, you understand, brand new, hot out of the factory. lol....

And er, tis true, Elf has a few problems with switching things on or off. (lol) But heh - we're working on it :)

Have figured out if I sneak on the RL computer instead of having breakfast before work, lol, I can satisfy my need to talk....(big one that) before I get to work.....then I don't sound too scary in the staffroom.

The Head downloaded the software, gulp, and came online.... but couldn't get past the getting a body bit.....hee hee... so out there, dear friends - got carried away with telling them about wanting to get a horse. And I needed permission to install the software on the schools computers, so I could go online in my breaks :) ha ha......and to be honest, there are no lines drawn between my RL and SL personas...(big red boundary lines) cept a bit more disguised in RL yes, need a bigger disguise!!!!That's it !!!!

...lets see...
lol.... ha ha... gosh, am learning the lessons the hard way. My main problem being that lessons learnt the hard way are even more fun, and even funnier !!!! Now how cool is that ! A WIN/WIN situation !

Bless..............

Honey, I'm Home !!! lol :)

2007-01-09T10:26:00.000Z

Ha ha........ am back again ... hee hee. Been journeying awhile.

Hello all my neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwww friends.... Welcome to my world. Online, we have been sharing many worlds (anyone out there got even a vague idea what I am talking about?) Sorry, am teasing you..... grin....

Gonna be posting more pics of my artwork, but bear with me dear hearts, so much fun to be had, so little time.... well, all the time actually. There is no such thing as time.

Will shut up now. Post pics instead (a picture can share a thousand words, or something along those lines wasn't it? That would save a bit of typing, wouldn't it !!!)

Bless......... bless you, bless me, bless all I see, bless all I touch and all I be,
Bless the flowers and bless the clouds and best of all, we bless the crowds.
The crowds of those just standing there, waiting for the end just there,
The end of wanting to wake up, the ending of death and drying up
The end of dying whilst alive, the finding of the BIG SURPRISE
So come on dearies, don't be shy, follow me, I'll use Me Eye
The one that just does stare ahead, the one that keeps me from me bed
(Realise now, my dearest friend, my need for sleep has hit the end,
For the past two days, the hours of sleep, you could now count on toes on feet,
Well, one foot only, lets be true, having had sooooooooo much Fun with you)

Hugs and grins - Elf x x x

found a friend

2006-11-11T11:47:00.000Z

night of storms...

2006-09-14T17:03:00.000+01:00

Before I went to sleep I was writing about how I had been feeling - 'like a neon light bulb that is flickering on and off' .......... lo and behold, and electrical storm shook the heavens and the light was black, or white.

5 days earlier I had been writing about fireworks..........lo and behold, fireworks outside my window.

Be...

2006-09-05T22:45:00.000+01:00

Well - ses it all really !!!

Inside out

2006-08-30T10:16:00.000+01:00

Waking up in the morning to a feeling of being wrapped around with darkness...... so the windscreen of my self is covered in litter. So, choices again, identify with the litter, or remember the sunshine of my self.

The litter is still there, doesn't change that - but it speeds up the process of moving it on and up, as I give it away... we are allways divine... just the stuff that gets in the way that doesn't allow us to see it - ha ha........!!! So, choices - to identify with what we are, or what we are not.

glory ...

2006-08-26T00:51:00.000+01:00

Every night the sun goes down, and living amidst the grim and the grey the whole sky performs for those who watch........ how glorious .........

We live under the same sky wherever we are on this planet, and it performs magnificently for us all, doesn't ask for applause, but sky, I applaud you........

Undying flower

2006-08-25T17:17:00.000+01:00

And the Father sent me, he sent me for a walk –

Give all around a touch of joy, in all you walk and talk,

Bring down all the barriers, rip up roots of despair

Love every inch and blade of grass, and spread sunshine everywhere.

Every breath a blessing, upon the land of old

Rescuing the darkest ones, and cleaning off the mould.

Scrubbing all free of desires and habits born without a care

Touching with a lightness all that you find there.

I send you out into the world, undying flowers of the heart

Touching all within the dream, with your music, words and art.

You are my gifts and blessings rare, nurtured in cave of sorrow

But now you need to live the moment strong and true, no yesterday or tomorrow

So walk in beauty, walk in light, and gently love all hiss,

Touch all you see externally with a never ending kiss

The dawn is here now, not then, and the pink light of love spreads out

To radiate unending joy with an enthusiastic shout...........

2006-08-24T00:02:00.000+01:00

So many beautiful, most beautiful bits of the planet have stuck to me on the inside - stuck to my heart like post-it notes. So many beautiful, most beautiful people with hearts of pure magic I have looked into, and shared time with, then folded them up like little messages from the divine, and placed lovingly into my heart too.

Sometimes my heart is so big I think I might just explode, and all the wonders I keep in there will come raining out...........

How do I tell you are loved.........so loved. Well - just tell you again and again I suppose..... in as many different ways as I can. I can be very varied. I come in many guises and disguises - ha... and in some very perfect and inperfect places at most perfect and inperfect times and places.

So - variations on love. A love so big that one spark can ignite, one glance may melt all the barriers placed in its path.

2006-08-17T14:02:00.000+01:00

Some places we leave bits of ourselves behind, to pick up at a later date.......... and I did.

2006-08-02T17:23:00.000+01:00

The personality glove is getting a wee bit too small to be comfortable these days, so am going off to stretch it awhile..........so I won't be posting for a wee while.............ha ha.....so here's a little something to keep you warm when I'm away !!!

Love you loads - Wendyxxxxxxxxxxxx

calling

2006-07-31T21:09:00.000+01:00

Sitting in the dark, typing by touch and the words appear on the screen as if by faith

Living in the dark, talking to you with faith, and your words touch my heart, as if by magic.

I invoke, so that all may be in the silence, and know they are not alone ...

called ....

2006-07-29T21:49:00.000+01:00

Time to start working again in a different way I feel. So much work been done on the inside, the inside would now like to manifest more on the outside. Been looking at the work of other artists, and realising that whilst many have stunning skills on the outside, they have got a bit lost on the inside............ so whilst my physical skills are not up to the perfection I would like to work with, I need to work with what I've got!!! Ha ha........how funny I find myself. The biggest hindrance I have to working to my highest of high potential as a physical human being, is the physical human being I find myself inhabiting............ now I know why a sense of humour is important !!!!
The piece above, made from wood, and pyrographied and worked with watercolour and coloured pencil is over 5 years old (I think). Just looked around the room to find out where the original lives, and can just about see it stuffed behind a shelf..........

dreams within the dream

2006-07-28T21:38:00.000+01:00

Dark night of dreams - ultimate horror kinds........... stalked and pounced on by the shadow - responded with love and persistence and an ultimate sense of rightness and detached interest in how it works. The next night - dream of the perfection of my missing self. The sun, not it's shadow.. complete acceptance of loving kindness of the divine kind.

2006-07-28T00:45:00.000+01:00

May I have the strength to serve you in the way my heart leads me too,
May I remember your name in all I do and say and be,
May I be..........

water water...........

2006-07-25T20:42:00.000+01:00

Waterfalls are wonderful things. Especially when it's hot. These are Welsh Waterfalls. And standing there under this one (you can walk behind it), I thought of the one in Iceland....and part of me was there............. in the special healing place.

But the best bit of all was the gift that the trees gave me.......... Whilst I was on the coach back to the grim and grey, I looked out the window and soaked up and soaked up the green and beautiful. And as I came into the grim and grey, I didn't notice it like I usually do, I just kept seeing the green and beautiful.....

All a matter of focus, and attention.

So now, when standing in the grim and grey, I put my roots down and step into the embrace of the green and the beautiful. And life is good.

mirror mirror

2006-07-16T22:13:00.000+01:00

Mirror, mirror, on my wall,

Who is the Perfect One of all?
Why, He who wears my skin with glee,
I look in you and see Him in me......

Angelic Clouds

2006-07-15T00:12:00.000+01:00

So aware of the sky today... glorious clouds. Been living life yet so aware of the workshop all week too.

New beginnings

Eyes above the mud ...

2006-07-14T22:39:00.000+01:00

Ha ha............that's what it's been like this week - me eyes just peeping out above the mud.... like a reluctant frog that doesn't want to get wet. There's been a workshop on this week, say no more !!!! Ha ha........ I mean, no, I haven't been on it - been running round the playground, having conversations at breakfast club about nut allergies and trying to keep balanced in the face of great continual negativity (hey, what's new) ...now I've just watched Big Brother and that Nickys energy is still running round my system - .........But life is good - it's FRIDAY and I've been down my allotement all afternoon....and I got to not go to SPORTS day at school... picked fowers instead and made the same decision I make everytime I pick flowers (every time I go) - which is to grow MORE flowers next year.

Cos flowers take you UP......

Anyway - taking lots of pictures of BEES this week - having great fun on the pollen on my flowering leeks. Don't actually seem to eat many leeks - just seem to let them flower, cos they look sooooooo stunning and the bees just love them......look at all the pollen on this little guys legs!!! Wondering what the bees were wanting to say to me... then fell asleep for awhile and played at being human.... then warm friend sent me an email with a picture in it of a bee.... and for one bizaare mind stopping moment I wondered how on earth she had got hold of one of my bee pictures.......till I actually read her words and it was a pic she'd taken that morning. Sooooooooo - coming back from school thinking about the bees again, and the why of it........and WHAMMY -

Duh.........I got it - and it's very simple !!!!! All connected with beeing an open door etc etc.....(which is simple in a complicated way).... but the message is BE..... that's it !!! Just to simply BE !!! Which brings a whole new light to the understanding of the word become..... BIG CHUCKLES>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>

Return to Innocence

2006-07-10T20:14:00.000+01:00

What Joy....... a brown leaf lying on the pavement that just matched my shoes perfectly I thought. The challenge of taking so many photographs is just that - a challenge.....and an opportunity and an unfolding and a very strange experiment almost.

As I walk the same path to work everyday, along the same amount of concrete, things a little unusual become exciting and prominent in a way that makes me stop dead on my feet. Today I saw a pig. It was balanced on somebodys gatepost. A little plastic pink pig. 'A pig' I said, and took it's photograph, not often you get to photograph a pig on the way to work.

A man was walking towards me, grinning. So I half grinned back, and he said 'good morning'.....- okay, perhaps nothing unusual there to a lot of you.... but this is LONDON... and we're British. Which means you don't say hello to random strangers in case they want your phone, or money or are just very strange.

It took me nearly a year to get a greeting out of the man with the nice dog I passed everyday on his way to the park.

And another thought......... The One who is Perfect is in every moment I take a photo... sometimes he's farther away, and sometimes he's closer and sometimes he's taking the photo, and I know he's taking the photo ('not often enough' I'm being told)

Thought it's about time I'd peel off a layer for you... ha ha.... do you know that I have a full department of friends that help me out. True, you can't see them, true, they find everything incredibly funny, true, they're getting rather excited at meeting you all. 'Just you wait' they say, gleefully....'just you wait' (got me worried now, what do they have in mind!!!) And also true, I have to say - life is not what it seems.......

Dragon Bits

2006-07-07T15:12:00.000+01:00

There's bits of me all over the place........and bits of things I've done, all over the place. That's me, in the picture above these words. When I did the mural it was painted on a school playground wall, just up the road from me. Now the school has been sold off, and the old Victorian building is being transformed into very expensive luxury flats. And I'm wondering if they will keep the paintings.........might have a wander up there this weekend and check it out, with my trusting second breath companion (camera).

If they do decide to paint over it, what will they do? Shades of grey? Colour is quite threatening isn't it. Shows how powerful colour is. But even if they paint over the mural ( scene from Harry Potter) essence of Wendy will still be there - grinning at them. Ha ha.........how funny is that !!!

Challenge: walk around (or sit) for 3 minutes and think in yellow. Start with yellow, it being 5th plane colour and all - one of the mental planes...... Or....try painting your body yellow (no, not will real paint - duh) and see what it feels like. Funny, even thinking about it, I feel better. Been hanging out on the lower planes today...........yucky doodles.

Energetic nibbles.

2006-07-05T14:34:00.000+01:00

Well, this posting was all about discipline, and it was extremely interesting and informative - till the computer went all wierd and ate all my words..........grrrr.....so then I started again, and managed to delete even more. So have decided that perhaps the learning is of a different variety - and will some back to it again at some point. So will go back to what was wanting to talk to you yesterday, when the weather was hot and more hot. Had all the windows open on the flat, to get somekind of breeze happening. Slept with the windows open and got eaten by buzzing things that buzzed and bit all night, and made me scratch and itch all night. One of my least perfect nights!!!

So - the learning, which is a lesson I am living right now.......is all about making sure all energetic doorways are firmly closed. But not just at night. All energetic nibbles have to stop. It really needs to be on the school curriculum does it not!!! How to not give your energy away, how to keep within your own space and not be overwhelmed by the mindwash of others. This is a lot of what I do at school with the kids, in the playground. Don't have to rush in and brandish words of admonishement.........it's all far simpler, and far reaching. If someone calls you an idiot, it doesn't mean you are one, does it !!! Duh..............if someones walking away when you're trying to tell them something, doesn't mean they hate you and you're unlovable, just means they don't want to hear what you have to say ! Find someone who does! All learnt in the playground can be applied to all life and ages. And immediate examples.

I live with other beings, supposedly of light (ha ha..........) and one of the female variety just walks in - foul mood and temper walking ahead of her like a black storm. She wants to throw me off the computer as she wants to do something NOW..... battering at my hatches like a violent sea. Ha ha..... part of me would like to stand up and strangle her, but hey, that is not the idea - hee hee - HURRAH - she's gone out again.....(oh no, she's coming back)

I'm the adult here!!! Yeah - good lesson. Spiritual responsibility.

Green

2006-07-04T22:03:00.000+01:00

So I walk in the green. Feels different from concrete. Do I appreciate it more having seen my feet walking on the grey for weeks? Probably. Does the green feel my feet are different from others that tread upon it? Probably. More slime to download.

I walk up the hill in silence, letting the grey leak out of my feet into the earth. The trees watch me, and I watch them. They know I write, and they have something to say to you....

We wait, we watch -You see us, but do you really SEE us?

A challenge - next time you see a tree, in fact the very next tree you see after reading this, go and say hello. Not a gruff kind of 'ello' as you furtively look around to make sure no-ones watching (or making sure someone is)..... or like an apology you don't mean.
Greet the tree like it's the first tree you've ever loved. It might be a bit grumpy, it's true. Perhaps if I'd been standing in your garden for a long time and you walked past me without saying anything, I'd be a bit pissed off too. But let's pretend Mr Tree is rather delighted to spend time with you. And most likely anyway, you're the kind of person who feels them watching you as you watch them anyway.........in which case, tell them Wendy sends her love.............xxx

p.s. Forget waiting for a tree.........the next bit of living green will do the trick !!! Go and breathe on it............(clue)

Blue

2006-07-03T19:41:00.000+01:00

Blue Blue………

So – on the coach on the way back from Wales (a perfect visit you understand) ....
Photographing the sunset, because as you know, 11,000 photos in a year, come rain/hail/shine/boredom/vomit/sleep is a commitment to life itself !!! Am hoping it will become as instinctual as blinking or breathing. I mean when we breathe we don’t say ‘hey, another 39,650 to go today’ (not actually knowing how many we actually breath in one day).

But how many conscious breaths do you do in a day? Now we’re on the subject how many conscious anythings do you do in a day? Ha ha………..

A challenge: Set a timer, and for the next three minutes, everytime you breathe in, say ‘yes’ (in your head), and everytime you breathe out say ‘up’. I guarantee you’ll feel better. Small print: say the words in your head, and feel them in your heart.

Actually, that goes for my whole blogness. Read the words in your head, and feel them in your heart. My pictures – see them with your eyes, feel them in whichever centre they settle in. Some of my pictures on this site are vibrating quite slow, some are quite high. It’s all like fishing really.

I could write loads of words and perhaps only two out of every how many thousand would be able to understand them, or I could write a whole load more words on another plane level and a whole lot more could understand them. But I’m not going to fish for the lower plane denizens………I’m fly fishing for the cream of the crop, for the ones who are awake, but just haven’t grasped the fact yet….. ha ha….. So – a special kind of bait. Sweet.

So – back on the coach, taking what felt like a million pictures out of the window. Could feel everyone around me wondering what on earth there was to photograph – the sun does the same thing everyday – turns a funny colour, and goes down. As I sit there thinking ‘hey, I’m only trying to take a picture of a sunset’, when my head turns and I catch a glimpse of the on-board tv screen that hangs suspended from the luggage racks overhead. It shows a huge sunset, and a picture of a coach, the same as the one I’m sitting on.’….. ha ha……..very funny.

Look out the window, feeling a great joy well up inside me, and the next picture I take has a perfect heart formed in the cloud. Ha ha………very funny. How can we not feel loved, and loved and loved…….

I could go onto tell you about the blue white lorry, with the big white lettering on the side, which in itself would just be a big white lorry with lettering on the side. But if you knew the question I had asked the second before it appeared, you would be as delighted and amazed as me, to know that the big white lettering on the lorry said ‘Skybound’

Which is why this posting is called blue (Big Clue)

Love of a neverending variety - Wendxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Strawberry Heaven

2006-07-01T10:34:00.000+01:00

Am beginning to get a (slippery) grip on how this all works. Basically, EVERYTHING has a lesson prepared. Kind of like discovering that everything around you is soaked in a deliciously more-ish heaven-like yumminess....... but you didn't know that all you have to do is be in the right place at the right time, with guidance in residence (debate goes on upstairs about this - er, haven't had the definitive on answer on this one, so will go on, whilst they are occupied elsewhere).... okay, will change the analogy - you just dissolve the experience on the back of your tongue.... and Hey Presto - all the info kind of spills out !!!! Like we walk around in a huge arcade of answers, just didn't realise a) you don't need money.......

BiG clue - you just need attention !!!!!! Ha ha............ And the silence of the mind to hear the answer. Actually, now we're on the subject, you won't need your mind anymore. Yes, duh.... you need it to the extent of running the shadowlands body experience......... but to pick up all the answers to the questions, you just need to get your mind out of the way.... (oh dear, have upset them upstairs again, they are showing me a door to a whole BLOCK of offices to do with 'stepping out of your mind' - old stuff, old patterns. Lets sack them shall we?

You're Sacked !!!! Fired - literally - ha ha......big bonfire upstairs. Old Way gone - New Way just begun. No more lifetimes of chanting unfamiliar phrases, no more sitting in awkward postions for uncomfortable lengths of time, now more tying up the mind with the mind.

And how amazing - my life is now puctuated with immediate examples, to illustrate the point. A bit like these words, with pictures interspersed to illustrate the point - but life happenings as the pictures. So when I typed the paragraph above, a friend phoned, and mentioned a new way of working with the mind that someone was using as a method to go beyond the mind.

And then I come back to the computer to re-type, and another friend phoned and I was offered something most delicious which I am not ready to share with you right now....

So - need to go pack, so the message from the strawberries will have to wait.... but it was about love - all about love............

One grain of sand........

2006-06-30T23:34:00.000+01:00

No words are big enough to hold and share with you the love I hold for The One who is Perfect.... one grain of sand in a thousand year old footprint of his could burn you if you weren't ready for it........

So, I get that one piece of sand and grind it down and grind it down and grind it down. I distill it in rose petals, and season it with a twinkle from my eye.

Drink dear ones.......drink and be merry !!! Ha ha.........such joy, such learning, SO MANY WORDS TO WRITE !!!!

Central Controller

2006-06-30T20:47:00.000+01:00

At school today with the children – joy of joys…….but this week an awareness has been dawning, an understanding arising within me, like fish coming up to nibble food floating on the top of still waterAnd this fish of understanding lays in front of me. Admittedly it’s gold in colour, perish the thought it’s a giant goldfish……..

I need to give you some idea of how our school works, well, more like a flavour of how it tastes. It’s sweet, with the occasional sour grape, but mostly sweet. And there’s always more to keep you going. More of everything. More kindness, more listening too, more fun, more surprises, more things to enjoy….more, more, more. We have a ‘glass half full’ mentality. Life is good. It’s not a struggle. There are no problems, only solutions. Everything has a reason. We care.
You’ll get to know my school more, in different ways, as words are written, but for now, that’s enough. And my goldfish of understanding? That even in my school, with all the wonderfulness about it, the children are treated as children. And they are more than children, just as you reading this, are more than what you ‘think’ (ha, ha) you are. So, a child is ‘all over the place’, often lashing out, emotions immedietly acted out on, not conscious of their actions. (We have such a delight in my breakfast club…..more about that too another time!!!) And he is oftentold off, told to sit down, watch what he’s doing………to keep still.

His problem is that he is simply not in his body. He has no-one in charge. So when waves his arms around, he’s not actually aware of himself doing it. He doesn’t like eye contact, because it brings him closer towards being here. (As in earthed) And no-one is telling him anything useful about being here, so I can see why he’s not really interested in arriving. Where he resides is far more fun.

He’s like a plane that is just set in one long holding pattern over Heathrow airport. So – he’s only one. There are more, all different, all teaching me different things. Well, more like all the learning and understanding that I have access too spills out of me when situations arise, though it takes me a fair time sometimes to work out what on earth has been going on. Situations arise immedietly with children. When I am in the playground with the 4/5/6/7 year olds it is a whole new world. They know far more about being alive than we do, yet adults deign to ‘teach’ them….. ha ha…. I cannot begin to tell you how funny I find that………but I already am, aren’t I !!!

So - it's started. The new way of being with children. Well, I've been doing it for awhile now (magic crowns, special fairy dust, the tree, the tree, swords of understanding, happy juice, magic biscuits) but something has changed, since I can finally begin to see the havoc untrained devas play, or family wraparounds etc etc...

So much I have to tell you…………. Hee hee…………

Thrown Beauty

2006-06-28T18:51:00.000+01:00

Well, I could have used the word 'litter'.......but can you feel how your vibration immedieatly drops? In fact, plummets, rather like litter does from a little hand (as in conscious awareness rather than size) to the floor/pavement/grass/road/tree..........etc etc. Well - the effects of taking my 11,000 (photos, in a year, in case you didn't read earlier) has allready has reached profound heights. But there again, the more you get to read me, you'll realise that my life is lived on The Pinnacle of Profound Heights. So perhaps I need to slowly start to map out to you the ways of seeing, in Life According to Wendy. It does come with a health warning.

Profound Health Warning.......Phew - in other words: (and a promise) Stepping with me awhile WILL change you.....well, not exactly change YOU, but seeing as most of the population don't know who they are (which is very very funny), but a bit like a various, a trojan horse, so to speak, magic of the inner kind will work it's way through your system. Life is not what it seems !!!! (Great laughter and immense joy)

Okay - the effects of taking the pictures. As I was walking back from school at 1.30 pm today, (no, I am not an incredibly intelligent 5 year old, though we have a lot in common) I realised that I was looking at everything differently than I usually did. No camera with me, as I was carrying a green watering can too at the time (science experiment in the playground) ...so was caught by the awareness of the things I could take pictures of if I did have it. Then I kept seeing all the rubbish. It was truly stunning. Masses of it, caught in railings, blown into little tiny places you wouldn't think of........ and then I started to connect into all the people who had thrown it, or dropped it. Not connecting straight into my own system, but seeing all the cordings, and handing them over to Him. And I started to understand and feel the lack of love..........usually, happy people don't throw rubbish. Well, I should say happy AWAKE (or kind of awake) people, don't throw rubbish. They care, they have a frequency of order about them. They realise even if it be on some deep deep unseen level that we are all One........... So, then I started to see the rubbish and feel the love, at the same time.

Seeing rubbish used to drop my frequency. My vibration would become snarled up, and follow it down. The rubbish deva would trash my system too. Not now !!! Ha Ha !!! I loved every piece of rubbish all the way home. But it was more than that - I loved every person connected to that piece of rubbish... and a lot of the people connected to the people who were connected to the rubbish !!!! Glorious it was......... What astounded me was the sadness. The lost and lonely sadness of it all. There's nothing quite like a white plastic bag blowing forlornly without a home. In the midst of it all, lo and behold, was a man collecting the rubbish, with his bright green flourescent jacket, black bin bag, and long white stick. I often say hello to them (no, I don't know them) and say 'well done - you're doing a grrrreat job'. They are allways delighted and break out into big smiles. They are the unseen in our world a lot of the time. Like the rubbish we walk over. And look what they are doing - collecting all that sadness and giving it a home........ha ha... just like me !!!

Do you know, a perfect master could be out there picking up rubbish right in your road this very minute !!!!!!! And then I got home - and found myself looking at my feet, and seeing what kind of rubbish I have in my own home......... Well, not so much rubbish perhaps, but things without a home (though that piece of cardboard was definatly a piece of rubbish, not sure where that came from). The hole in the floorboards is a secret place. Actually, when I took it up to do some electrical work underneath I left a little time capsule in there, with a note saying something like 'hello nice person who finds this...........' So - A challenge and an invitation - next time you see a piece of rubbish, love it. Next time you see someone picking up rubbish, tell them what a great job they are doing - watch them beam !!! Then you'll feel good, they'll feel good, the rubbish will feel good.... and on and on and on. Choices - ha ha............

Nectar that bees will die for ....(she is)

2006-06-27T22:41:00.000+01:00

ha ha........ yes, I might start all postings with 'ha ha'........ just think, you'll never know unless you check in and read every day (big HA HA)

Just wanted To Share (clue) a little poem from one of the little flowers in the garden....very sweet is this one - nectar that the bees themselves will die for !!!! (she's got blue eyes, that sometimes get even bluer)
Dear Wendyelf, I love your blog
Dear radiant one who walks with God
Inspiring as always, your creative flow
A joy to read, and so shiny to behold
So thanks for sending news of it to me
It made me smile most emphatically
And heart did pulse as wonder I did do
At just what it is that with it you really do do
Frying the blog world, lifting them up
Creating a storm in their unconscious teacup
And so much more, as your expression most rare
Offers delicious morsels of love, spiced with the Master's stare
(if blogging were cooking you'd be a Master(s) chef... chuckle)
P.s. - solved the burnt dinner syndrome.... didn't eat any !!! er - yes, it's true, not a good idea, but neither was missing this weeks episode of Lost and fiddling around with things that you may find on the bottom of this page - little flowers!!!!!! (Have a look right down the bottom and see what I mean) ......next to the Guestbook (hint) er - forget all that - I had some lovely litle flowers and a guestbook, but I misplaced th html code and its kinda of messed up... but it lokked GREAT while it was there !!! This is a pic of the pile of ironing I could have done instead of talking to you !!! But there again, it is like you !!! A collection of different frequencies, all varying colours, textures and material - some put together beautifully, some coming apart at the seam.
Q - if you were a handmade pair of trousers, what kind would you be?