~ Sometimes ~

Sometimes.. this is what I feel like....

Elf is....

Elf is sleepy, elf is tired
Elf is feeling rather wired
Elf be thinking SL is tough
When those she loves be feeling rough
Elf be thinking thoughts bit grim
Like hiding in her cave within
Sending out for pizzas and coke
Hoping that she might just choke
And be discovered lying there
With bits of pizza in her hair
But all the time she starts to grin
As bubbles of joy do rise within
Cos Elfie is just a drama queen
Unlike any other she has ever seen
And even when she's feeling grim
Those stupid bubbles rise within
Grrrr, she growls and tries to frown
But the joy won't put her down!
And she may struggle and she may fight
But the love will win tonight
So Elfie shuts up and gives up to love
Hearing loud laughter from above
'Elfie is such fun' they think
'When she's cross she gets quite pink!'
So, Elfie now trots off to bed
Words now written, words now said .....

*mad giggles slowly fade off into the background*

Triangles....

It's all about triangles....!!! Wow, how cool is that.. (what on earth is the elf on about NOW???)

Ha.. trust me (???)

Not only in rl have we gone from the old square based structure, SL is actually allready formed of the new triangle system.

Trust me... (hahahah)

It all makes PERFECT sense!!!!

Dream Sparks

HIya sweety.... have just woken up, so am all groggy and sleepy and vulnerable.... Just after I posted the blog before, all the power in the house went out, and not only that - the street as well.. This is London, it just never happens! I turned of the computer, so we didn't get a power surge through it (thought that was very clever of me, though think it would be clever if we have a circuit surge thingie)... and lit a candle. One light. As soon as I did that, the power came back on. Now, I just woke up. Had a dream, I awoke too. Some weird kind of competition, with a few of us watching. Us watching needed to sent out a spark as a signal, so the other members of the team could do something in unison. Our lighter we were using stopped working, we had nothing else to use! We had 30 seconds to find something to use, or we would have lost..... Panic. (we weren't allowed to leave our seats). Then - ask someone else! I grabbed a bag someone had next to me in their hand with a square thing in it that looked like matches... they were toffees!!!!! Eeeek!!!! So, I asked them for a light.. they had a wierd paraffin lighter thingie I struck (nearly spilt the whole thing first, in my excitement!)... couldn't look at my team waiting for my signal. Seeing that spark was one of the most intense things I ever felt, I waved it in the air.....held my breath... Wow. Yes, not only did they see it, they acted in time, and all was well...Phew!

So, my love... we are all sparks for each other. A carefully orchestrated plan - depending on each other.. timing.. and being aware, awake, and trusting enough, to do that right thing at the right time...so all is lovingly co-ordinated, and all happens in the way it should. Peace be with you for we are One!

Beloved

Beloved Gman, what can I say,
My love for you does fill this day
It fills the world, it fills my eyes
Meeting you, was the BEST surprise
Out of the dark, there came a light
Shining, sweet, it was so bright
Wondered what such a thing could be
Opened my eyes, so I could see
A man was there, upon my tower
Wandered into Elfies bower
Tattooed and cute, and very able
To hold conversation at the table
We spent the time just getting near
To an understanding very dear
That both were intrigued then by the other
Not that then, we were as lover
Weeks did pass, we did not meet
Cept I remembered his dancing feet
Remembered how I felt with him
As in his arms was held within
He sent me words, to say hello
I wondered where the time did go!
And then the meeting, wow, was fab
Just wanted to reach out and grab
All of him and eat him up
From his eyes, the love to sup
My love, my sweet, what can I say
For you, my love, I sleep all day!
For over the ocean, you do so live
So, my nights, I do so give
And with you in playground sweet
We laugh and love with dancing feet
My love, my love, I take your hand
And place on it, a wedding band
Tis made of love and light most clear
Divine our purpose, being here
So to you, I do say YES
And write your name upon my dress
I write your name upon my head
I even write it on my bed!
And now I do now twirl with joy
As petals fall on girl and boy
Entwined in love we dance our way
And spread the love throughout our day
My love, my love, I give my heart
And throw away the poisoned dart
That lay within and tainted trust
I now can see it turn to dust....
My love, my love, now silence be
Cos I am You, and You are Me....

Elfie danced and Elfie sang,
Elfie at Home were it all began
And in this space of love and bliss,
She shared a joyful cosmic kiss
With he who helped her bring it down
The energy, without a frown
My love, my love, Beloved be
For I am you, and You be Me....

Waiting

i love to wait
Oh how i love to wait

i´m sitting here
just waiting

i wait for the bus, just sitting there, letting it all pass me by.

waiting

just waiting
people wait too, they wait and wait

i love to wait
oh how i just love to wait

some seem to mind the waiting.
i love to wait

there´s really nothing to it
you just have to be there

waiting

Oh i just can´t wait to wait again


Written by a FAB WONDERFUL MAGNIFICENT BEAUTIFUL friend of mine... awww, thank you sweety!! And YES, he has given me permission to use it... ty!!!